Exam: The opposite point of view

Previously I was a student. Tapi kali ini, rasa berdebar plak nak tunggu hasil ajaran kepada students selama ini, samada berbaloi atau tidak. Minggu depan exam..
Before I started teaching that day, I was kinda reminded to -> not to put a sky high hope on my students, since most of them would not be so willing to work/study hard. I got the idea. But what can I do, being a teacher, surely I'm putting certain degree of hopes. Huhu...tataula lepas nih camner..
I've been observing that there were few types of students. Sesetengah student nih bila kita tau namanya, makin dia ke belakang dan makin dia segan, mengecut dan mengecut. The other type, bila kita tau namanya and point him/her out once a while, dia makin bersemangat dalam kelas. Bagaimanapun, bersemangat dalam kelas tak bermaksud rajin di luar kelas.. No elaboration required :P
However, I was touched by these few students. Sitting silently in the back of the class...they came out with their own revision books, and scored almost perfectly in many tests/ revision tests in class. Hopefully they would retain the high marks in actual exams. There were also the type that were loud in the class, but some of them were not bad though. Some were very good indeed. In opposed to that, I kinda disregard the type yang takut buat salah...takut nak menjawab dan mencuit2 kawan bertanyakan jawapan... padahal pilihan jawapan ada dua jer, tertulis kat slide lak tu...Saya tak kisah kalau orang tu quite slow sket, tapi yang jenis takut nak wat salah nih...isskkk...geramnya.
Mungkin sebab saya nih jenis yang main redah jer, berani amik risiko. Mungkin sebab saya dibesarkan dalam family yang macam tu...dan mungkin sebab kawan2 saya jenis yang macam tu jugak...berani wat benda2 yang memang tak salah, dan tak takut salah. jadi saya macam...geramnyaaa bila ada yang malu2 kucing tak bertempat nih. I myself not the kind of a person whom can confront a stranger's eyes, but in formal occasions, waktu presentation ker experiment ker group work ker dlm kelas ker... i dun mind.kan ker nak belajar tuh? jawab jer la, bukan ada markah.
Cuba awak ditempatkan dlm situasi saya dulu, satu department yang almost seratus orang tuh, 3orang jer perempuan, and 3 orang jer yang sama warna kulit...camner?
Tapi yang memberikan semula harapan, bila lecture sket2 tentang kepentingan memberanikan diri nih kat budak2 tuh, ada yang nmpak benar perubahan positifnya.

Just like an Arab proverb:
Dwell not upon thy weariness, thy strength shall be according to the measure of thy desire.

Kepada student yang rerajin tuh, sensei mendoakan ketetapan hati waktu jawab soklan.
Ganbatte kudasai, bukan sahaja exam nih tetapi juga exam2 untuk subjek lain. Siapa yang menuai, dia akan mendapat hasilnya...