I havent found the strength and will to write anything in this blog yet :) Too many things happened that I was afraid if I ever to write anything here, I would only point out the few (never before happened) bad ones, and it would simply show my immaturity and weaker side of me. For things that I cannot say, I would keep it in my heart, and may Allah make it easy for me. Im still in my confinement and am trying to breath slowly one at a time. It is hard when you have to overcome every physical and mental changes almost all by yourself, but Insya-Allah nothing is impossible.
Make it easy for me, ya Allah. Give me strength and patience.
But one thing for sure, I really want to shout this out to the world :-->
Please welcome my newfound love, Ayyan Fateh.
Ayyan simply means "the gift" and the word ayyan (some people spell: ayaan) has always been associated with the meaning "the Gift from the Creator". What else can I say? :) hihi.
Am really sorry for the very late blog update (though i do update fb on daily basis :P). Terima kasih kawan-kawan semua for the du'a and well wishes.. . Gambar atas tuh spesel untuk aunty Sumayyah dan aunty Farah yang belum 'jumpa' Ayyan lagi :)
Family dah bertambah sorang..Need to reassess my daily schedule :) Gambar atas featuring Aisyah, papa and Ayyan Scoffield from Prison Break :P
