maikuru jakkuson vs SMAP

I was full of tears when I heard Sudir died...I always thought that I would get the chance untuk bertemu jodoh dengan beliau...haha. Zaman kanak-kanak dulu :P so transparent :P

And now, another King of pop has gone, of coz la this time tak terasa sangat, though we must admit that he was one legend and we grew up listening to his songs. I guess the citizen of the ignorant states - especially the press, would feel extremenly tremendously sorry...or guilty (coz they've been treating him badly these recent years?)

I just love the reactions from the SMAP guys in this video, when michael surprise SMAP (one of the most popoular (overrated?) group in Japan)....




Arent these expressions priceless? :P -->

The Smallest and the Most Precious

The negative energy...
...too tired and too exhausted and hating thyself to the max...
...wasnt at all the dream thy have had

Signing a lifetime contract as a slave.
Extending it to another four years.
Will be moved to the new jail with higher level security.
Fooled by the nights and hated by the days.
Alone in the dark room without anyone to talk to for 22hours a day, and the balance of the two hours would be used to continue slavery works under tremendous pressure.
Tremendous pressure...
Tremendous pressure...

It is strange,
When everything seems to be against you,
When every faith you have was betrayed,
When your words were twisted again and again,
When the big L has completely gone,
When the dejavu of the insanity began to devour your strength,
And you just cannot lie, cannot hold on, cannot breath,

Who would have known?
The only thing that would keep your sanity is the smallest thing you have in life.

Listen - to the song here in my heart

It is strange that when there were so many things to say, I would choose to say nothing at all. Hoping that someone would listen, to the song in my heart..And it aint easy

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

-listen-
*beyonce knowles*

Temporary accomodation

How about this?




I think the house look very warm and cozy. Just a peek inside the bedroom...


And into the dining...


Not what some of you might think. Bukan rumah impian ker aper, just some bed and breakfast that we've booked for a week in Canada. Only C$65 per night, for three of us, everything inclusive and no taxes. The owners sound very warm as well :)

This time, we dont really know anyone aka Malay friends around the Winnipeg area. We really missed the time kat jepun and Jerman, sempaitachi yang tak berkira dan adik2 yang sungguh peramah-tamah.

Tunggu kami, Ms Elsa... :P
Ahhh..living under zero degree? hate it