Fatique

Memang sejak zaman jepun lagi, saya ada sedikit low blood pressure. Tak serius. Just once a while rehat yang cukup, okla. First pregnancy dulu pun ada sedikit tapi Alhamdulillah, tak perlu vitamin, cuma doctor bagi lesen untuk makan banyak - especially kerang2 dan seangkatan dengannya. Hehe..mana nk dapat lesen camtuh :)

Kemudian kat sini, lepas buat ujian darah untuk beberapa jenis penyakit dalam 7pain botol berasingan (dah macam ayam, kt mesia satu botol tuh jer kan), predictably the result came back saying that I have very low hemoglobin(109 when the normal hemoglobin rate should be 120 to 140). Doctor called via telephone and asked me to write down the "prescribed supplement" . Dengan confident saya pun jot down ikut Dr cakap:->

S-E-R-R-O-U-S-S S-U-M-A-R-A-P-E!
Kelakarnya! Serrous sumarape! Serious sumarape?! kekeke
And Mr Z went to the pharmacy and later when he handed me the bottles, he said that the pharmacist told him that ubat dengan nama tuh tak wujud kat dunia! Hehe...Tapi nasib baik pharmacist tuh boleh agak.. I looked at the bottle and Ola!
FERROUS FUMARATE!!
Now that make sense...hahaha!
The tablet is to be taken one with meals, coz iron supplement might be too hard on stomach & may cause diarrhea, constapition etc. But later, doctor changed it to 3tablets a day, since im considered anemic and have very low blood pressure .That is 3times than the normal prescription...Duh~

That explain why Ive been very2 weak since i came here to Canada,I tried not to tell him or anyone, coz i was afraid to look weak. But i know this is weird, because traveling far had never been a problem for me!

Sometimes i wasnt able to stand up and needed to sit down once a while, while i was doing the dishes or cooking, my hands and legs trembled sometimes, and worst, whenever i woke up in the morning, my heartbeat raced to the max as if ive just finished a 100m dash. Even waktu first few weeks sampai, i need to eat always or else, i may need to sit still from Asr until iftar, as if the food ive had for sahur tak jadi nutrition. Worst, i cannot think of something serious and more than usual, forgot things easily. I really felt like


obaachan already!

Alhamdulillah!
Now i know what to do, since i know what have been causing these symptoms.
Insya-Allah, with the supplement, I would never feel sooo tired anymore. The most important thing is not my health, but someone inside me, n beside me. I believe, sometimes, suri rumah mana sekalipun di dunia, once a while kita broke down juga sebab penat. Dan bila kita rasa penat tapi takder tempat mengadu, kita nangis jer sorang2...pelik sangat ke benda tuh?

Namida sae nagasu kotono dekinai watashi, dou sureba iino? Wa ga kimochimo shirazuni, sono iikagenna kotobazukai wa yametehoshii.. Jibun datte, seippai ganbattanda yo. Seippai...